Hopeful

My nickname in my mind these days is Hope.

Every hour of every day...I...am...hopeful.

I am hopeful because presently nothing is confirmed.

Job leads end because employers family members win.

Finances deplete as ends never seem to meet.

Responsibility increases as I keep searching for peace.

Society displays, gone are the days of the hopeful individual.

Reality shows that one has a real chance at love on television?

Hopefully I don't have to live my life based on hope forever.

Confirmation needs to tell hope to get it's shit together!

Now and Forever

I just love the fact that they are really little kids. Their minds are not tainted by the negativity of the sometimes corrupt world we live in. They genuinely love and respect each other, even though they bicker 24/7. They are as patient as they can be when I need them to be just that...patient. I am an over achiever that always needs and wants things to be perfect. Yet that makes me perfectly imperfect. I learn so much from them everyday and yes they are perfect and every way. Why? Simply because I said so! There is nothing more powerful than the D to the N to the A. Say it with me, D-N-A. Now back to them. They amaze me more and more everyday by not only the the things they say, but the the things they do. I want their lives to be as perfect for them as it can be. Realistically, I know that their lives will be far from perfect. I'm not saying this because mine is that way, I'm just saying this because a perfect life is non-existent. Characteristics, self esteem, and awareness are just a few things that they naturally inherit from me. I sincerely hope that the creator kisses their fingertips daily to ignite their souls with all the positive energy of our universe. They are going to need it, now and forever.

S.O.S.

And so I found myself praying for him, every single day.

I asked the Creator, "Please send my soul mate this way."

Cause he walked that way, and I walked the opposite way for much too long.

As he walked one way and I walked the other way, so much went wrong.

I yelled to the heavens, "Absolutely ready to receive!"

What surprised me was that, he who was in my wildest dreams was headed back to me.

I was a virgin at going beyond to love.

I was loving myself more than I ever had.

I looked forward to my future and accepted my past.

I...once...was...lost.

Soul 2 Soul (remastered)

Previously, I had been hoping that it finds me, because I never really had it. I always felt like I needed it and wanted it, but I never really knew it. I met it a long time ago, when we were two kids playing in a sandless box. There was no zone of the time, just a missing clock. No walls surrounded us, we were free to be, and at ease in a distant land. No one advised us, yet it appeared that we had a plan. Respect, honor, and cherish rejoiced in the ambiance as we played together. Trust, faith, and purpose united as we laughed together. Lately, it has reminded me of my innocence, as it has replaced memories that were lost. I humbly accepted it and thanked my conscience, as it understood the cause. It searched for me when I internally screamed S-O-Mutherfreakin S! Yesterday I relaxed to the beat of its heart, as I lied on its chest. No questions asked to the powers that be, it, just may have found me.

Beyond Love

The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Each drop of water hits the ground unevenly adding balance to the biosphere. Nourishment is plenty when there is enough food for thought. It is all about our choices, once lessons are taught. Adversaries become allies and unlikely friends. Love stories become lullabies that never end. Life beyond love is as sweet as can be. It is where the King and Queen of hearts reign endlessly. Loosen up sometimes, sit on the ground, feel the earth move. The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Dare to be free, dare to go, beyond love.

Milestone

Couldn't tell if it was the weather or the occasion,

But my heart must of weighed seven tons.

I even thought to myself, "I can not possibly be the only one."

A mile was walked just to see what was etched on a stone.

Then the rumble of the drums guided the queen to her throne.

She danced all the way there and never missed a beat.

On lookers clapped and rose from their seats.

Give me fifty! Mom looks great to me.

Give her fifty more! I don't want her to ever leave.

Word Up!

Don't know what, but I hope it finds me. Don't know how, but I'm sure it will make a way. Don't know where, but it's gonna be a beautiful day. You see the rain, sleet, or snow could never mess up my perfect weather. Precipitation can only bring more peace to the occasion. Trust and believe the ambiance will be serene and the atmosphere will be unique. Intrigue has met eccentric and the combo is magnificent, so the weather matters not. Like I said nothing can mess up my perfect weather. Hesitating not to take the journey to the land of Words. Word's are more than just words, they go up into the universe, kiss the sky , and echo through the seas. They influence individuals to change their pace at 360 degrees.

Soul Food

Almost every individual has a plan they want to enforce as they start their day off. The plan includes a plethora of tasks that mostly differs with the Creator's plan. A divine destiny does exist, and although most individuals say they believe in it, they really do not. In fact, some are often disappointed when their day does not go as planned. Whose plan plays for keeps, an individuals or the Creator's? It is much easier to accept, over stand, and acknowledge all that lies before us. The Universe connects to the soul like the fusion of an ionic bond. Ions that are different have a high probability of connecting, or creating chemistry. The soul plays a unique part in the transference of energy from one individual to another. For example, a soul-tie is formed between a male and a female during intimacy. The soul-tie creates a bond that the mind of a human may not be able to grasp. Why? Sometimes it is just too early to recognize, hence individuals can proceed through life and still feel that something is missing. I'm just saying people, life is not just what you make it. It is more like a fancy delicatessen that feeds the soul, and without it starvation is prevalent.

Traveling

Amazing are the yield signs at the end of every winding road. Checking my mirrors constantly to get a glimpse of my own reflection. Acknowledging that what I see is nothing short of perfection. Realizing that it's time to live a real and un-ideal life. Welcoming the inspirations that the Creator sends my way. Deciding to be successful over just being average. Waiting patiently for love from the soul of a mate. Changing the rules from my old book of plays.