Love Letter 23

In this love letter I would of wrote about how much I would of held you down if I was around. I would of sent pictures, cards, and put money on your books. I would of traveled to you no matter how long it took. I would of gave you your space even when you was in that place. No doubt you would of needed to see another face. Yet I know I could of never been replaced. I am your amazing grace, your prayer, your hymn all in one, your heart, your rib, and I’m second to none. In this love letter I would of wrote about how much I miss you and can’t wait to kiss you. I would of apologized for the smeared ink due to the lack of tissue, because my tears flow fiercely like the Euphrates river. Once I took peak and saw your name tattooed on my cheek. In a watermark that never faded away. This is a trademark that is here stay. I am doing business as officially your girl. I am the only employee for your heart. I know what the business hours are and when each quarter ends. We’ve been in business for way too long and the code of ethics has never been broken. I’m just thankful that you allowed me to take a vacation and go on and live my life. Back in the day things got a little trifling. Needless to say your girl is back around. A special thanks goes out to all the females that held you down. In this love letter I would of wrote about how you are all I ever needed to get by and how you reached out to me when folks only made me cry. Yet, you did not even know. That’s how I know this thing here is spiritual. Every day I ask the creator to send magnificent meaningful individuals my way. He sent you to me and games you do not play. You say I am the truth, and I say, “Baby, you are the honest truth.” This thing right here, right now is too good to be true. We usually don’t catch up with each other for quite a few days, but I just had to send this letter your way. (© 2012 by Classie Williamson. All Rights Reserved.)

Abracadabra

Once upon a time my world was turned upside down by your majestic ways.

The things you said and did where like magic to me.

Even when you did the same trick over and over again.

At some point I begged to be apart of your act, but you never let me.

So I had to headline my own show, and show that a chick got tricks too.

There were many acts but you were my greatest rival...

...the very reason for my survival.

Looking at you was never enough...missing you was way too tough.

I remember lying alone in bed thinking,

"We could of had it all."

I remember not lying alone in bed thinking,

"How did I end up with the opening act instead of the headliner?"

Gone are the days where I reflect on would of, could of, or should of.

These are the days where I remember that love is unexplainable enough,

to test ones character at any given moment.

These are the days where I realize that, what I hopelessly wanted

has turned into what I desperately needed.

Once upon a time my world was turned upside down by your majestic ways.

This is no illusion, you and I are the conclusion.

Hopeful

My nickname in my mind these days is Hope.

Every hour of every day...I...am...hopeful.

I am hopeful because presently nothing is confirmed.

Job leads end because employers family members win.

Finances deplete as ends never seem to meet.

Responsibility increases as I keep searching for peace.

Society displays, gone are the days of the hopeful individual.

Reality shows that one has a real chance at love on television?

Hopefully I don't have to live my life based on hope forever.

Confirmation needs to tell hope to get it's shit together!

Now and Forever

I just love the fact that they are really little kids. Their minds are not tainted by the negativity of the sometimes corrupt world we live in. They genuinely love and respect each other, even though they bicker 24/7. They are as patient as they can be when I need them to be just that...patient. I am an over achiever that always needs and wants things to be perfect. Yet that makes me perfectly imperfect. I learn so much from them everyday and yes they are perfect and every way. Why? Simply because I said so! There is nothing more powerful than the D to the N to the A. Say it with me, D-N-A. Now back to them. They amaze me more and more everyday by not only the the things they say, but the the things they do. I want their lives to be as perfect for them as it can be. Realistically, I know that their lives will be far from perfect. I'm not saying this because mine is that way, I'm just saying this because a perfect life is non-existent. Characteristics, self esteem, and awareness are just a few things that they naturally inherit from me. I sincerely hope that the creator kisses their fingertips daily to ignite their souls with all the positive energy of our universe. They are going to need it, now and forever.

S.O.S.

And so I found myself praying for him, every single day.

I asked the Creator, "Please send my soul mate this way."

Cause he walked that way, and I walked the opposite way for much too long.

As he walked one way and I walked the other way, so much went wrong.

I yelled to the heavens, "Absolutely ready to receive!"

What surprised me was that, he who was in my wildest dreams was headed back to me.

I was a virgin at going beyond to love.

I was loving myself more than I ever had.

I looked forward to my future and accepted my past.

I...once...was...lost.

Soul 2 Soul (remastered)

Previously, I had been hoping that it finds me, because I never really had it. I always felt like I needed it and wanted it, but I never really knew it. I met it a long time ago, when we were two kids playing in a sandless box. There was no zone of the time, just a missing clock. No walls surrounded us, we were free to be, and at ease in a distant land. No one advised us, yet it appeared that we had a plan. Respect, honor, and cherish rejoiced in the ambiance as we played together. Trust, faith, and purpose united as we laughed together. Lately, it has reminded me of my innocence, as it has replaced memories that were lost. I humbly accepted it and thanked my conscience, as it understood the cause. It searched for me when I internally screamed S-O-Mutherfreakin S! Yesterday I relaxed to the beat of its heart, as I lied on its chest. No questions asked to the powers that be, it, just may have found me.

Beyond Love

The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Each drop of water hits the ground unevenly adding balance to the biosphere. Nourishment is plenty when there is enough food for thought. It is all about our choices, once lessons are taught. Adversaries become allies and unlikely friends. Love stories become lullabies that never end. Life beyond love is as sweet as can be. It is where the King and Queen of hearts reign endlessly. Loosen up sometimes, sit on the ground, feel the earth move. The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Dare to be free, dare to go, beyond love.

Milestone

Couldn't tell if it was the weather or the occasion,

But my heart must of weighed seven tons.

I even thought to myself, "I can not possibly be the only one."

A mile was walked just to see what was etched on a stone.

Then the rumble of the drums guided the queen to her throne.

She danced all the way there and never missed a beat.

On lookers clapped and rose from their seats.

Give me fifty! Mom looks great to me.

Give her fifty more! I don't want her to ever leave.

Word Up!

Don't know what, but I hope it finds me. Don't know how, but I'm sure it will make a way. Don't know where, but it's gonna be a beautiful day. You see the rain, sleet, or snow could never mess up my perfect weather. Precipitation can only bring more peace to the occasion. Trust and believe the ambiance will be serene and the atmosphere will be unique. Intrigue has met eccentric and the combo is magnificent, so the weather matters not. Like I said nothing can mess up my perfect weather. Hesitating not to take the journey to the land of Words. Word's are more than just words, they go up into the universe, kiss the sky , and echo through the seas. They influence individuals to change their pace at 360 degrees.

Soul Food

Almost every individual has a plan they want to enforce as they start their day off. The plan includes a plethora of tasks that mostly differs with the Creator's plan. A divine destiny does exist, and although most individuals say they believe in it, they really do not. In fact, some are often disappointed when their day does not go as planned. Whose plan plays for keeps, an individuals or the Creator's? It is much easier to accept, over stand, and acknowledge all that lies before us. The Universe connects to the soul like the fusion of an ionic bond. Ions that are different have a high probability of connecting, or creating chemistry. The soul plays a unique part in the transference of energy from one individual to another. For example, a soul-tie is formed between a male and a female during intimacy. The soul-tie creates a bond that the mind of a human may not be able to grasp. Why? Sometimes it is just too early to recognize, hence individuals can proceed through life and still feel that something is missing. I'm just saying people, life is not just what you make it. It is more like a fancy delicatessen that feeds the soul, and without it starvation is prevalent.

Traveling

Amazing are the yield signs at the end of every winding road. Checking my mirrors constantly to get a glimpse of my own reflection. Acknowledging that what I see is nothing short of perfection. Realizing that it's time to live a real and un-ideal life. Welcoming the inspirations that the Creator sends my way. Deciding to be successful over just being average. Waiting patiently for love from the soul of a mate. Changing the rules from my old book of plays.

Imagine

Sometimes we as individuals, allow ourselves to live out our imagination. Yes we have to refrain from the things that are immoral because living out an imagination can result in a negative experience. Our minds are constantly racing and thoughts are chasing us in our dreams, and sometimes we can not sleep. The idea of sleep enables us to think and the act of thinking activates our imagination. We need sleep in order to dream. There is nothing wrong with making an imagination a reality. A little daydreaming will not hurt a soul, yet it can heal a soul. I'm just saying people, imagine living your dreams and not settling when it comes to who you love or who loves you. It may sound like figment of imagination but it is reality.

Taking Care of Blizzness

It is necessary to honor your skills and share them with the world. It is quite selfish to internalize thoughts and ideas that mean something to you and a lot to someone else. Some people succeed success based on the need to be not only seen, but also heard. The balance of creativity and constraint can go along way, especially when 'now or never' becomes the theme of your life. There comes a time when 'go hard or go home' just won't do. I'm just saying people, taking care of business for the leader within yourself can build up the biggest empire...you.

For Your Heart

Often times we don't listen to our hearts, we listen to our minds, or whatever individuals tell us. The most important thing that we often forget is that we get our mind, body, and soul from the creator. If our existence comes from a higher power then, why is it that we listen to individuals who do not have earthly values? We laugh and make fun of celebrities and clearly they know exactly what they want. It is not a coincidence that they are as fortunate as they are. They have desires and dreams just like most individuals do, yet they are successful because they do the work required. We must believe that our hearts should have what our hearts want, even if it's unexpected. I'm just saying people! Are you willing to play for your heart? I am.

Nature's Bridge

We can not see every path that lies before us. Sometimes we can barely see through our reflection in a clear stream of water. Everything that we need is within our power to retain. Everything that we want is up to us to regain. We understand what we want when we realize what we do not need. We understand what we need when we realize what we do not want. I'm just saying people a bridge does not always have to be built over troubled water, it can be built for a clear conscious soul to enjoy the other side of life...happiness.

Moon Shine

The sky can be clear and the reflection of the moon can affect the things that we do. That's the time when our thoughts are not just thoughts and our ideas are not just ideas. Stars shine to ignite our inner most feelings. The moon glows as it firmly stays complete and full circle. Who do you want to shine like, yourself or someone else? I'm just saying people when the full moon shines, we all do not see the same sight. Some of us see change, while others feel the need not to rearrange. The choice is yours to see things from your own perspective, but I can clearly see the stars aligned.

Circle

The circle of life takes us on an unexpected journey. It shows us so much by giving us what we need and revealing what we don't. We often think that we have this thing called life figured out but we don't. We think that we want this or need that, and then the Creator gives us what we deserve...good and bad. How many times has he tried to give us what we deserve and we were just too occupied by unnecessary drama? At some point we get it, and the sooner the better. Time waits for no one and neither does love. I'm just saying people, it makes the world go around and it is due to be reclaimed any day, because it's much more than a four letter word. It's the very thing that some spend their entire lives trying to find over and over again, and in some cases it never leaves...it simply waits for you to return.

Real Love

Topic of the week..."Tyler Perry's Why Did I Get Married Too." It's a great movie, a must see for anyone that has the desire to get married. While driving yesterday a radio announcer asks, "Why are so many married couples trying to get out of their marriage?" "Is the honor of marriage gone?" The inability to get through the busy phone lines made me reflect, amongst other things. Maslow's hierarchy suggests that we as individuals want to be accepted, valued, and secure. Self actualization is the last phase and usually happens after we make difficult, life changing decisions. Are we choosing to marry the right ones? A marriage is not one size fits all. The adversity and triumphs that we may endure may lead to sustainability in one relationship and dysfunction in another. In other words, just because a previous partner accepts you as you are it doesn't mean other partners will. Ultimately, it's who we choose, why we choose them, and when we choose them. I'm just saying people, we've let exterior influences contaminate our purest emotions for too long. Let's get back to the basics of real love.

Significant Weather

It's true, your world is only as big as you make it. If you entertain insignificant individuals they'll give insignificant entertainment in return. Your rainy days will seem like tornados, and your sunny days will be cloudy. Meaningless relationships can only bring a meaningless future to you. Who wants that? I'm just saying people, live with the anticpation of the perfect storm. Watch the sunset, sit on the ground, feel the earth move, and stay in tune with you. There's no better meterologist than yourself to dictate what your weather will be like. A lifetime of perfect weather is nothing short of desireable.

Lyrically Yours

Lyrics encourage us to sing, love, dance, dream, hope, and imagine. Songs awaken our senses with every verse and bridge. Albums create a visual reality that lies dormant in our souls. We need music because it comforts, soothes, and makes us groove. Music enhances a good day and eases a bad one. Music brings peace of mind to the diverse world that we live in. The rhythm of an individual heart is different from the next, but it's music. The cadence of individuals strides constantly plays in the background of their minds. I'm just saying people, we know the words to our songs. We understand the lyrics because daily we produce the ultimate album...conversations.