Love Letter 23

In this love letter I would of wrote about how much I would of held you down if I was around. I would of sent pictures, cards, and put money on your books. I would of traveled to you no matter how long it took. I would of gave you your space even when you was in that place. No doubt you would of needed to see another face. Yet I know I could of never been replaced. I am your amazing grace, your prayer, your hymn all in one, your heart, your rib, and I’m second to none. In this love letter I would of wrote about how much I miss you and can’t wait to kiss you. I would of apologized for the smeared ink due to the lack of tissue, because my tears flow fiercely like the Euphrates river. Once I took peak and saw your name tattooed on my cheek. In a watermark that never faded away. This is a trademark that is here stay. I am doing business as officially your girl. I am the only employee for your heart. I know what the business hours are and when each quarter ends. We’ve been in business for way too long and the code of ethics has never been broken. I’m just thankful that you allowed me to take a vacation and go on and live my life. Back in the day things got a little trifling. Needless to say your girl is back around. A special thanks goes out to all the females that held you down. In this love letter I would of wrote about how you are all I ever needed to get by and how you reached out to me when folks only made me cry. Yet, you did not even know. That’s how I know this thing here is spiritual. Every day I ask the creator to send magnificent meaningful individuals my way. He sent you to me and games you do not play. You say I am the truth, and I say, “Baby, you are the honest truth.” This thing right here, right now is too good to be true. We usually don’t catch up with each other for quite a few days, but I just had to send this letter your way. (© 2012 by Classie Williamson. All Rights Reserved.)

Abracadabra

Once upon a time my world was turned upside down by your majestic ways.

The things you said and did where like magic to me.

Even when you did the same trick over and over again.

At some point I begged to be apart of your act, but you never let me.

So I had to headline my own show, and show that a chick got tricks too.

There were many acts but you were my greatest rival...

...the very reason for my survival.

Looking at you was never enough...missing you was way too tough.

I remember lying alone in bed thinking,

"We could of had it all."

I remember not lying alone in bed thinking,

"How did I end up with the opening act instead of the headliner?"

Gone are the days where I reflect on would of, could of, or should of.

These are the days where I remember that love is unexplainable enough,

to test ones character at any given moment.

These are the days where I realize that, what I hopelessly wanted

has turned into what I desperately needed.

Once upon a time my world was turned upside down by your majestic ways.

This is no illusion, you and I are the conclusion.

Hopeful

My nickname in my mind these days is Hope.

Every hour of every day...I...am...hopeful.

I am hopeful because presently nothing is confirmed.

Job leads end because employers family members win.

Finances deplete as ends never seem to meet.

Responsibility increases as I keep searching for peace.

Society displays, gone are the days of the hopeful individual.

Reality shows that one has a real chance at love on television?

Hopefully I don't have to live my life based on hope forever.

Confirmation needs to tell hope to get it's shit together!

Now and Forever

I just love the fact that they are really little kids. Their minds are not tainted by the negativity of the sometimes corrupt world we live in. They genuinely love and respect each other, even though they bicker 24/7. They are as patient as they can be when I need them to be just that...patient. I am an over achiever that always needs and wants things to be perfect. Yet that makes me perfectly imperfect. I learn so much from them everyday and yes they are perfect and every way. Why? Simply because I said so! There is nothing more powerful than the D to the N to the A. Say it with me, D-N-A. Now back to them. They amaze me more and more everyday by not only the the things they say, but the the things they do. I want their lives to be as perfect for them as it can be. Realistically, I know that their lives will be far from perfect. I'm not saying this because mine is that way, I'm just saying this because a perfect life is non-existent. Characteristics, self esteem, and awareness are just a few things that they naturally inherit from me. I sincerely hope that the creator kisses their fingertips daily to ignite their souls with all the positive energy of our universe. They are going to need it, now and forever.

S.O.S.

And so I found myself praying for him, every single day.

I asked the Creator, "Please send my soul mate this way."

Cause he walked that way, and I walked the opposite way for much too long.

As he walked one way and I walked the other way, so much went wrong.

I yelled to the heavens, "Absolutely ready to receive!"

What surprised me was that, he who was in my wildest dreams was headed back to me.

I was a virgin at going beyond to love.

I was loving myself more than I ever had.

I looked forward to my future and accepted my past.

I...once...was...lost.

Soul 2 Soul (remastered)

Previously, I had been hoping that it finds me, because I never really had it. I always felt like I needed it and wanted it, but I never really knew it. I met it a long time ago, when we were two kids playing in a sandless box. There was no zone of the time, just a missing clock. No walls surrounded us, we were free to be, and at ease in a distant land. No one advised us, yet it appeared that we had a plan. Respect, honor, and cherish rejoiced in the ambiance as we played together. Trust, faith, and purpose united as we laughed together. Lately, it has reminded me of my innocence, as it has replaced memories that were lost. I humbly accepted it and thanked my conscience, as it understood the cause. It searched for me when I internally screamed S-O-Mutherfreakin S! Yesterday I relaxed to the beat of its heart, as I lied on its chest. No questions asked to the powers that be, it, just may have found me.

Beyond Love

The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Each drop of water hits the ground unevenly adding balance to the biosphere. Nourishment is plenty when there is enough food for thought. It is all about our choices, once lessons are taught. Adversaries become allies and unlikely friends. Love stories become lullabies that never end. Life beyond love is as sweet as can be. It is where the King and Queen of hearts reign endlessly. Loosen up sometimes, sit on the ground, feel the earth move. The trickling of the rain reminds me of peace and beyond. Dare to be free, dare to go, beyond love.